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Carolyn V's avatar

When I changed jobs most recently (back in 2017, dang) I vowed to myself that I wouldn't use my work computer for social media or personal email. This was partially because my new employer was *very* intelligent about these things and I didn't want them to have that level of access to my personal life, but it was also a deliberate behavior management decision. By deciding "I only use this computer for work", I successfully Xed out huge swathes of Other Stuff I Could Be Doing, with corresponding impact on my productivity.

Fast forward to 2020 and this decision started affecting me in an unexpected way. For years, I'd owned a personal laptop, but only as a supplement to my personal desktop, where that was my *real* computer. It had two monitors and a really nice office chair and all the comforts of, well, the office. But when I started working exclusively from home... whenever I sat down at that desk, I got the environmental experience of "I am in my workspace". Which didn't work at all for being at home and off the clock. And since then, with the exception of video games that really want to be played in full *large* screen (for me, including Baldur's Gate and Votre Prince), my personal device has become my laptop and my personal device location has become the couch. The years of working from home mostly "stole" an entire room of my house. It's a very odd feeling.

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Yoon Ha Lee's avatar

...you're not alone. If I weren't in edits, I would be going back to a manual typewriter or writer deck/dedicated word processor or longhand with a fountain pen for drafting, because if I also remove other devices from reach, that kills internet distractions flat dead. I got stuck on devices during a period of long illness when it was the only thing, sometimes, that was a distraction from the symptoms. But right now the devices are increasing my stress, so it's time to step away.

I have ADHD so what's more useful for me right now is removing triggers rather than relying on my flawed and finite willpower. I've largely switched to a minimalist phone, or playing music on limited use/non-internet-browsing devices (or CDs on a cheap boom box). Even if I don't stick to this forever, having it in my repertoire of ways to limit distractions/stressors is useful. My other issue (hi, ADHD!) is that *any* method flatlines for me after a couple months, so I have to constantly rotate among them anyway.

(Sorry I missed you this past weekend! We're back home safely and doing better.)

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